"all before I'm thirty"

I'm sure everyone has his or her list... this idealistic notion of who they want to be by their so-called-peak.

kill me. kill me now.

I'm celebrating the last birthday of my 20's next month. I feel like I haven't accomplished enough. I'm running full speed ahead into walls and I keep hoping that there will be marysol-shaped holes behind me.

I wish I could write in my journal like I used to. It's saddens me... but I've avoided becoming an adult for far too long.